Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Don't wait for me to look at that mirror
What's visible is my shadow
And how the wind blows into me
You look up and learn the dots
Far ahead's nothing but some lights
Fingers against the wood
Nothing but darkness and sounds of joy
If i'd end this way
I'd end with a smile
Not a care less about tomorrow
And there's no such thing as happily ever after
It just gets dafter
shred your axe!| 2:30 AM |
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
unfair
adj 1: showing favoritism [syn: partial] [ant: impartial] 2: not fair; marked by injustice or partiality or deception; "used unfair methods"; "it was an unfair trial"; "took an unfair advantage"; [syn: unjust] [ant: fair]
shred your axe!| 3:15 PM |
Saturday, October 07, 2006
THANK YOU ALL! I'M 18!
its wonderful having your friends do smthin for u on ur bday. Best of all.. Making a surprise for someone is not a one night thing. May, Gary and Pearlyn.. thank you guys so much for that memorable evening. 1st time i've got a celebration man! And to Sean who wanted to rush down to join me for my b'day.. Big thanks too though we didn't.
What's more is 6th October is on lantern playing day too! Lantern festival? isit. Yea and played with sparklers and a lantern.. Had delicious chocolate cakes.. 18 warmly lit candles on the ground to signify my new age.. and not forgetting the really awesome Stussy Polo tee for me. I LOVE IT. Next time we go out i'll wear it ;)
To Gary.. dude....... its been great knowing you for what? 7 years already man. Since sec 1 when u kept bullying me. hahaha. and at times in sec 3. ass. Anyway, we've been through alot, shared alot and helped each other out alot. Trashing me in games and all. Its still been fun. Hahhaha. Take care man.. i'll seeya really soon. Ride or smthin and hang out more after ur O's definitely. ALL THE BEST OK!
To Pearlyn. Although we don't talk much.. Its not awkward hanging out with you. Someone friendly and cheerful eh! Thank you so much for being part of the birthday celebration as well and also.. i'll seeya soon again! =)
To May, You have been really important in my life.. and all this while i've had so much fun being with you. When i think of you, its the really special memorable moments with you that never fades away. Seeing you put so much effort into my birthday, i really thought u didn't have to. But i really loved it and don't always say its disorganized. Coz its so hard to get everything done in a short time. Besides you got work right? Gotta be pretty tired. I'll get you another Hershey's Kissables? ;) Thanks for coming into my life and sharing our joy in being with God. It really is a blessing to know you. Gary and Pearl too. =P Something very special will definitely blossom from this r'ship alright. Do take care and its only 1 1/2 month more to finishing your attachment. I know its hard.. Hang in there!!! He will guide you towards success ok? Stay being ultra uber sweet my girl.. and super lame! =D
Gonna head for dinner.. ciao ppl. Big hugs! And Gary, its not gay u ass.
shred your axe!| 8:39 PM |
Friday, September 15, 2006
When i'm with you, it all seems so perfect, like nothing's changed.
When i'm not with you, i feel miles apart suddenly,
Like i'm no one.
I gotta cope with the consistence that was once there.
Seeing us living our own lives now,
I can't say i like it.
Gary's probably right too. =)
THANKS FOR THE COMING DINNER BRO!
Wish you the happiest 19th birthday.
New age... new resolutions.. new goals.. new clothes.. new school.. new lifestyle.
But friends stay alright!!!
Take care =)
shred your axe!| 11:57 PM |
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Haven't posted anything. Well had a great time at Jerry's. Thx everyone for the wonderful meal. I really got nothing much to say. Except i love God always. hah. Night
shred your axe!| 12:15 AM |
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Daft Punk - Something Between Us
It might not be the right time
I might not be the right one
But there's something about us I want to say
Cause there's something between us anyway
I might not be the right one
It might not be the right time
But there's something about us I've got to do
Some kind of secret I will share with you
when you'r in need of someone, my heart won't deny you
i'm still there as said ;)
shred your axe!| 10:43 PM |
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
i don't know. my nightmare has come. tired but can't sleep, and feeling so damn helpless. Never felt so miserable in my whole life. All i want now is still having you by my side, don't just go like that.
You must tell me if u've found someone new. Now its not about waiting till u'r ready to be in a r'ship. Its all about i'm not the one for you, not there yet. I don't know how things turned out so terrible.
I used to hear:
What if you like someone else next time?
I feel i'm not putting in effort yet
U'r so good to me now, what if next time u'r not?
I just need some more time
Well. Life's never ever fair. I'm not trying to make you feel bad, just opening up my feelings.
Letting you know all this while, i've cherished you just as much as the day we started hangin out.
Living in fear, silence, emptiness
No more miss you's, no more kisses
Scorpions - Still loving you
If we'd go again
All the way from the start
I would try to change
The things that killed our love
Your pride has built a wall, so strong
That I can't get through
Is there really no chance
To start once again
I'm loving you
shred your axe!| 12:01 PM |
